Songs Waiting To Be Sung....

Hello Family and friends, I only made one post in April and now the entire format has been changed.... It bugs me! Life never is dull around here for sure. The past month has been full of change and suprises. I am learning that the older I get the harder change is for me! Yesterday I had a fun day with my Mom and sister-in-laws, Jamie and Emily. We went to lunch for Mother's Day with my Mom and a bunch of her friends. It was a good time. I always love to spend time with family. Next weekend I am having Mom and Chuck over for dinner for Mother's Day.. I was called about 6 weeks ago to be the compassionate service leader in my ward. I love my calling and am thankful that I can serve my Father in Heaven. It is Ethan's 6th birthday this month. Time really flies by. I miss him so much. It is hard for me to believe that Josh and Emily felt it was the right thing to do to tell him I had died when I filed for divorce from Josh. I would never do anything that cruel to a child. I would love to send him a present, but how would they explain that when they have lied to him. For now, I wait and I pray for Ethan, that he will grow up and be happy and mentally well. he has a rough road ahead for him with the challenges of both of his parents, but he also has a loving Savior who I know is with him always. That is the comfort and peace that I find in such a sad situation. You might be wondering what the title of my post means. I have had an amazing and sacred experience in writing a song. I would love to elaboate more, but it not my story alone to tell. I will fill you in later if that is something all parties are comfortable in sharing. I would like to tell you that I know heaven is very close. I know that our loved ones are closer than we think and I believe that they are involved in our lives from the other side of the veil. What a comforting thought it is to know that even though our earthly eyes cannot see them, they live in our hearts. Just because death seperates us for now, it does not change the relationships we have with them. There are many songs to be sung. Many hearts to be healed and lessons to be learned. It is not always easy, but we have angels that surround us from the other side, who love us. Have a great week and let's talk soon! Karley