I cannot believe it is almost the middle of July! Time flys by and I am hoping (keep your fingers crossed for me) that I can go back to work in the fall! I just need to make sure my INR is stable and my heart is healing. I am so excited to get back to normal. It is weird because my life has been anything but normal the past couple of years.
My divorce is final! It only took a year when it should have only taken a few months. Josh insisted up until the end to make things difficult for me. It is strange to think that at this time last summer I was married, had the most adorable little Ethan and now... life has changed completely. I am thankful that I can move forward, I know it was the right thing to do. It is just very strange to be single again.
I also find myself in such a weird place emotionally. I do not know who I am anymore. I want to be happy and able to enjoy life to the fullest. I want to spend time with family and friends who love me and make me a better person.
I am excited about my future and pray that I can find love again. That I find someone who loves the Lord, wants an eternal family and all the happiness that life has to offer.
This month I turn another year older..BOO! I don't like the fact that I am going to be 25 again, but it is true....LOL
Well I had better wrap things up, I have a busy day tomorrow! I wish I was Samantha from Bewitched... I could just wiggle my nose and my house and other chores would be done... Reality is I need to quit putting things off and get busy!
I hope your summer is going well.... Let's talk soon!