Yesterday was one of the hardest days of my life. I spent the better part of the morning in an attorney's office with my attorney and Josh. It was awful! I won't get into all of the bitter details, I must say however that my eyes were opened once again to his alarming behavior.
As you can see, I have removed the picture of Ethan, Josh made a huge stink about it, so in our divorce decree, I cannot post any pictures on facebook or my blog. It is not a big deal, just one more way of he thinking he is in control.
This will be the last time I talk about Josh on my blog, he has been reading it and had copies at the attorney, so if chooses to continue reading this, I hope he enjoys it. I will not change what I say or who I am for anyone. But I will adhere to his crazy wishes and not post any pictures of Ethan!
Well I am grateful it is time to turn the corner, find myself and rebuild my life. I love my home in Kaysville and my ward and the friends I have here. This is where I plan on living my life is right here in my little home with my basset hound Zoey!
I am thankful I don't have to live in fear anymore, or walk on egg shells. I can laugh and be happy, there is such a feeling of peace in my life and I am grateful for that.
As far as Josh, his first wife and little boy.... well I am so over and done with that. I hope that Ethan is always safe, he will always hold a special place in my heart. There will be no contact ever again....so with that said help me turn the corner and move ahead in my life!
We will talk soon!